Friday, 19 February 2010

when time begins...it stands still.

Have you always wondered of the things you have always, really wanted to do? Have you always felt that the 'calling' is out there and you are yet to find it? Or better still...you have heard your 'calling' and are on the verge of plunging into it? For all those who are in the 'plunge' mode - welcome to my position. I am here on this high, super thrill point. A million emotions run through me each time I look at myself on the edge before I take the plunge. But one emotion stands ahead of all....actually its a concoction of two emotions. One 'fear' and the other of 'supreme happiness'. And I love the feel. Its in every bit of me even as I write this piece - my first ever blog post!

Life has something in store for me, I think I am now certain. All along I have dreamed of a dream before wanting something from life. And I have silently worked for that dream. Yes - I am planner. I cannot not do anything without a plan. There has to be a plan. And there has to be a meticulous follow-up and revisit - always. After plenty revisits of this particular dream, I stand here at my plunge point....and that makes me believe that my time has begun....

My time has begun for a new journey. A journey to be a child and a mother at the same time. A journey to be a friend, girl-friend and a wife. A journey to be an entrepreneur (which I have never been ever before in my life). A journey to enter into my mid-thirties (and I love knowing that). A journey that would make me reach out to more people than I have ever before...so everything now I think is on the over-drive.

As I sit at a coffee shop and write my first blog, it is exactly how I had seen myself write. As I see my baby sit and enjoy her snack all by herself and become one with the world, it is exactly how I had hoped my baby would be. I find my husband on the chair next to mine, I feel the sense of comfort, pride and peace - just the way I knew it would be....

2 comments:

  1. Congrats for taking the plunge....!

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  2. Nice blog:) keep writing:) Where do u work?

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